Come with me, we'll travel to infinity

ohbrey @ 2009-09-24T17:48:00

2009-09-24T09:50:13Z

"We’re so different. We’re hot and cold, fire and water. I’m loud, you’re quiet. I talk, you listen. I’m crazy, you’re sane, but that’s why this works… You fill in my missing pieces and I complete you, and I guess that’s why, despite the questions and the challenges, I still believe in us and I still believe in this… and as long as we have each other, I think we’ll be alright."

Fighting all the demons will take time

2009-09-07T15:06:17Z

I want to be remembered as the girl who laughs a tad bit too much, the girl who attempts to smile but alas, the girl whose world is effortlessly brightened up by a bottle of pokka green tea, the girl who is a closet bookworm, the girl who is proud of her itunes library more than her academic results, the girl who smokes and drinks superfluously, the girl who is 'one of the boys', the girl who is never afraid to dream, the girl who is deeply in love with words, the girl who laughs at her own jokes, the girl who is always dressed in black, the girl who has a black mole below her lip, the girl who overuses the word 'fuck', the girl who enjoys the underrated silence, the girl who can only sit beside and you and watch you cry during consolation sessions, the girl who enjoys mimicking psyduck from pokemon and not forgetting the ATM operator, the girl who can never look neat, the girl who has a laughable face, the girl who gives her all, the girl who picks herself up whenever she falls, the girl who tries to love, the girl who sees the silver lining in every cloud.

Forget those times she broke down and cried. Forget those times she wanted to give up and die. Forget those times she buried her head in her hands in pain. Forget those times she couldn't get out of bed. Forget those times she lost herself. Forget those times she gave it all up and threw it all away. Forget those times she hurt the ones that loved and still love her.

Remember her. Remember her, happily.

Life

2009-08-05T14:30:38Z

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be some that can be loved. The rest is up to them.
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back.
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts.
I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do.
I’ve learned that you can do some thing in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I’ve learned that it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you can’t.
I’ve learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. That either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I’ve learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done regardless of the consequences.
I’ve learned that money is a lousy way to keep score.
I’ve learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.
I’ve learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
I’ve learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.
I’ve learned that no matter good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I’ve learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

Happiest

2009-06-28T09:49:12Z

A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water log stick will do just fine. A dog doesn’t care if your rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he’ll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary?

Goodbye T!

2009-06-28T09:25:25Z

I’m trying to hold back my tears right now. I can’t believe he’s actually leaving. I knew this day would come, but never really expected it to really happen. 1 month is really short. But then again, long enough to develop such feelings. When you walk out that door today, I’ll always remember how you never failed to make me smile while tears were forming in eyes. How you’d always lie down down and look at me with such puppy eyes while sticking your tongue out, hoping I’d bring you down for a walk. How you’d always sit and wait for me to finish bathing outside the door. How you’d always me angry when you couldn’t sit still while I put the leash on you. How you’d always be a lazy ass and just sit while I tried to clean you up after a walk. Tiger, thank you for being my friend. Thank you for making me smile when I had no reason to. Though you were never really mine, I’ll still consider you my 2nd dog. I hope you remember me as the one who always brought you down for walks. I hope you’ll still remember me when we meet the next time. I love you, Tiger. Be a good boy okay? :)

ohbrey @ 2009-06-20T17:24:00

2009-06-20T09:26:04Z

“The truth is, we hide because we want to be found. We walk away to see who will follow. We fall to see who will come pick us up. We cry to see who will wipe away our tears and we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them. Fate determines who walks into your life; you determine who you let walk out, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.”

ohbrey @ 2009-06-02T02:44:00

2009-06-01T18:48:56Z

Coke and nicotine.

TYVM.

As much as I want to

2009-05-25T18:45:46Z

Maybe what's lost can never be regained.

All hail Red Bull

2009-05-14T00:52:43Z

In school listening to Claude Von Stroke, filling my empty stomach with Red Bull, studying for my Italian test.
And I don't have ciggies.

Good Morning.

ohbrey @ 2009-05-10T22:59:00

2009-05-10T15:04:01Z

It's funny how the things I do people deemed "bad" make me feel like a better person.

ohbrey @ 2009-05-03T22:12:00

2009-05-03T14:13:08Z

i
am
so
tired

No one on the corner has swagger like us!

2009-04-26T10:48:38Z

J&H was a blast! Thanks to THAT BAD! (Dj MFK & Dj EEW)! Awesome awesome playlist. Home club next, perhaps?

Worn out

2009-04-22T15:55:24Z

Anywhere the wind blows, I'll go.

It comes and it goes

2009-04-15T15:53:26Z

The truth is
I don't believe in anything ~~at all~~ anymore.

ohbrey @ 2009-04-13T00:39:00

2009-04-12T16:48:02Z

Note to self

2009-03-30T10:20:38Z

"... a mature girl who is strong-willed and forms her own opinions. Thus she is able to adjust to changes calmly and promptly. She shows strong determination and does not give up easily."

I need to get it her back.

Morning dew

2009-03-26T23:01:44Z

48 hours, not even a yawn. I.. amaze myself.
Good morning world, I'm back to my same old mundane life. Couldn't be more happier :)

Your days are numbered when there's blood on the moon

2009-03-17T09:13:40Z

What goes up must come down.
What begins, will end.
Savour.

Why oh why,

2009-03-03T15:16:20Z

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[there's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[one lonely star you don't know who you are]

Chorus:

Ive always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess youve always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[just make em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[one lonely star and you don't know who you are]

(chorus, repeat)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the storyd go
How was I to know you'd break
[youd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
[Ive always been in love with you]
Guess youve always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

(chorus)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye

WE ARE THAT BAD!

2009-02-24T15:51:18Z

THAT BAD! has started recording. Album photo shoot tomorrow. Album to be released soon. If need be, please pass us your own blank CD and we'll burn our shit in it. Yeah, we have an extremely small budget.
This is history in the making. 100% good stuff and 10% original. Stay tuned x!

Live through this and you won't look back

2009-02-15T17:45:23Z

I miss over drinking. I miss rolling around. I miss hearing my friends laughing at me. I miss not being able to walk. I miss crawling (waking up the next day only to find bruises all over my body), I miss laughing and smiling with glee like an idiot. I miss waking up realizing I'm on my friend's couch/bed. I miss leaving goodbye and thank you notes. I miss creeping out of my friend's house. I miss having to wake up the next day, sending text messages to my friends saying either "Sorry to trouble you' or "Thanks for taking care of me". I miss promising myself never to over drink again. It's not that I like to trouble my friends. I just miss being hysterical.

No tears, just pity and fear

2009-02-08T15:52:56Z

I wonder how much pain one must go through, how much courage one must muster, how much insanity/sanity one must possess, how many thoughts to eat one up to let go and fly freely. To jump off that building.

This is how we roll!

2009-02-05T16:05:24Z

No one really knows

2009-01-31T16:29:18Z

What you have is what I'll always yearn for.
Ready to leave. Waiting to leave.

Inter nos

2009-01-24T10:07:19Z

You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter, like a hard candy with a surprise center.